I'm Not a Pretender

2012-01-04T16:21:00.000+08:00

what's your New Year Resolution??

2011-12-14T08:51:00.003+08:00

♥ to have as many panties i can collect.

♥ kumpul duit kawen

♥ to sembahyang 5 kali sehari. duhh...saya jahil. i admit

♥ to be a better daughter to my parents and to be a wonderful girlfriend to my bf! LOL

♥ to be a better cook!! (should spend some $$$ for cooking books!)

♥ to shed like 10kgs from my current weight (ARGHHHH!!!)

ain't he cute?

2011-11-15T10:12:00.018+08:00

Hello

2011-10-19T21:19:00.001+08:00

mom and lil bro, went back to the states already. the house is empty.silent. ahhh...i miss them. the noise. my lil bro. i really really miss him. a lot. hurmph...

GIFTS FROM MY MOM.....

2011-08-24T12:08:00.011+08:00

Britney Spears Circus Perfume. my mom bought the largest one.ahahahhahaha
Diane Gilman top. I'm loving this top. die macam sambung dgn skirt. love love love!
Kathy Van Zeeland: Word Up series. I love Kathy Van Zeeland!! so this is my 2nd Kathy Van Zeeland.
Loz Claiborne: Bright Idea Tote. uber love!
Liz Claiborne clutch...LOVE!!!!

4 Victoria Secret Body mist...omg..the scent are really awesome!!
and a Victoria Secret Cardigan,Forever21 Cardigan,a Victoria Secret body lotion..A Liz Claiborne top. hah!! yeehoo!!what else. 1 BIG BOX OF TWIX, AND 2 BIG PARTY PACK OF TWIX!HAAAAAAAAA....

My Little Planner

2011-08-15T09:05:00.002+08:00

23rd August- Iftar with Opah,Mak Uda,Kerol,the bf
- KLIA- TO PICK UP MY MOM AND LIL BRO!

24th August-Iftar at Dynasty Hotel. Insyaallah

25th August-Iftar at Damansara Area.
- IKEA- Beli sofa and rumah punya stuff

that's it for now actually.

now kene pk dates for OPEN HOUSE/JEREMY'S BDAY PARTY, FOR SUNWAY LAGOON. FOR PHOTO SHOOT.

saya teringin

2011-08-09T13:06:00.002+08:00

source: tiffinbiru.com

weh sumpah la nak nih..dapat nasik panas ngan bende nih pon dah heaven..
tempoyak masak.....
tapi lagi suke kalau letak udanag and petai or ikan bilis!

Great Expectations

2011-08-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

obviously not the movie la deyyy....
ahahahha..

so yeah..i can't force people to like me as much as i want them to like me.
so this WHY question keep on lingering in my head..why?why?why?
but why?? why?? why?? and the IF term pon dah makin melekat.
If i...if i... it won't be like this.. if only I...

IF ONLY I KEEP MY DISTANCE.

but i did not.so serve you right farah.

the thing is, the heartache is still here.still here.
but like i said la, i can't force someone to like me.

stupid of me, ok whatever.

this boy

2011-07-29T16:42:00.003+08:00

just had his tonsil removed. poor baby.....

MALAYSIA VS SINGAPORE 2011

2011-07-29T16:30:00.003+08:00

and so i went to the Malaysia vs Singapore game yesterdaayyy...i swear if i ever go to any football match. i'll go straight to the SECOND DECK and sit at 3rd ROW AND ABOVE. i don't like yesterday's match. SINGAPORE!!BOOOOOHOOOO!!U SUCKS!
went there by car, parked at Endah Promenade, walked a bit. went to the Green Gate. i have my friends to reserve a few seats for us. so yeah... i hate THE FOOD THERE.FREAKING EXPENSIVE SUMMORE. but i had so much fun. so yeah. thanks to the bf. thanks! i screamed and screamed.yeah.that's the best part!hahahha..

the bf
Shasha and Nadhirah!

thepoplook.com (2)

2011-07-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

mine.

my sister's

next week dapat.hoyeah!!!

ARSENAL VS MALAYSIA 2011

2011-07-27T15:56:00.009+08:00

i'm psyched coz finally...i'm able to download J.R Ward new book from The Black Dagger Brotherhood.. but the not so good news is.. my reading mojo still nowhere to be seen.*sigh*

and my cooking mood too...blergh...like seriouly...blerghhhh....

but i'm craving for lasagna now. i seriously like have to make one big tray of lasagna without the beschamel sauce(white sauce) coz i hate it. i dont't drink milk. so go figure why i don't like 'em. yucks!!!!!!!!!

so yeah...

did i tell you i went to the Arsenal vs Malaysia game? yeah so i went there with my dad and my bf. bought the rm108 tix. so go figure.

the bf

me!
my dad! he was really happy on that day.sweeetttttt~

told ya im fat!hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhaha

if only

2011-07-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

MY BUTT IS SMALLER.

thepoplook.com (1)

2011-07-27T15:43:00.008+08:00

i bought this but in GREEN.

this slinky pleat dress in Grey

and this Slinky Pleat Maxi in Mustard

update

2011-07-27T15:38:00.001+08:00

guess what...hahah, i went to the BHP 11KM RUN. but i just did like 2/4 of it.muahahha... what to do...i'm fat. and sumpah tak larat!hahhaa

Lissie

2011-07-01T14:29:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jjn7IE8T3v0

i want this

2011-06-20T15:49:00.002+08:00

I WANT THIS.

Blogging Mojo

2011-06-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

SUDAH HILANG/GONE MISSING...

and talking about mojo..I still haven't got my reading mojo back. yeah.. it has been missing for a 2-3 months now... and i just got my COOKING MOJO back. hoorahh!

The bad thing when your reading mojo sudah gone kaput...mood nk npon automatically hilang. i seriously have to pass the Ujian Bahagian 1 aka Ujian Undang-undang. like seriously. by hook or by crook.

Hi , Hello, Goodbye

2011-06-15T14:23:00.001+08:00

hello ..hi....blergh.. i was thingking to register my BB. so that i can post something thru email...but blergh.......lupe pulakk..kat BB email yahoo...blergh. ok bye\

my hajat today:

NAK MAC MINI

er..HELLO?

2011-05-31T12:02:00.002+08:00

well..errr....errmm....hello??

wei..japp..tgh serabut pasal nk pk nak makan ape for lunch...

stupid kan?lunch pon nak serabut!!!!!!!!

bosanla........asik makan bende same...tekak ni dah muak!

please help!!! kene buat jadual la mcm ni!!

ok.random.i know.stupid.yeah.

BIRTHDAY

2011-04-01T11:04:00.012+08:00

and so i'm officially 24 this year.ugh..OLD!

and the great news is..I FREAKING GOT EVERYTHING!

from the cupcakes,the dinner and the DIANA MINI.

and i love every details on that day.

we argued like sgt terok during the day...
duh...kesian die kene maki bagai...ahahhahahah...
malas pon nk cite panjang2..
ahahha...pasal byk sgt yg jadi..muahhahahahah....
TOO MANY. and ending die..i cried. because tau yg he care sebenarnye...

The card

The cupcakes from WONDERMILK

DIANA MINI "LOVE IS IN THE AIR"

and the rest are some of the pics from my first roll.hahahahhaha

What and How to feel?

2011-03-17T11:39:00.002+08:00

On Japan situation..i know that it's bad. but you can't blame anyone or anything for it. It happens and let's move on. call me rude?? no. i'm not. I think Japan's government ade enough capital to help his rakyat. and I know banyak yang terbunuh. but nak argue ape pon? Kalo tuhan ckp "KUN FAYA KUN" jadila die kan? tak kisahla kat Jepun ke.kat diri sendiri ke.

it's better to help our kaum seagama rite?org di Palestin tuh...di mana2 negara Islam yang dok kene BUNUH ngan Israel tuh..baik tolong dorg dari tolong negara yang dah already kaya..

saye kesian.
but that's just it.
and Alhamdulillah takde rakyat Malaysia yang terkorban.Alhamdulillah.

"KIAMAT ITU PASTI"

of LOMO

2011-03-03T10:27:00.003+08:00

i'm definitely awestruck with LOMO. i love the pictures. i love the concept.i love love lah.

and i'm planning to buy one.i don't know when la.

if u go to Ripcurl in KLCC, they have a lot of lomo camera there,holga la, mini diana, diana F+, fisheyela, banyak lagi yang i x tau.dr murah smp mahal. but i won't buy from therela..coz it's expensive compared to one of the blogshop I've encountered. byk difference in price la..range from 50-100++ diff die.so byk la kan.y waste money kan?order je kat blogshop.murah. eee... my hand ni dah itching sangat nak beli lomo ni...adoi....but kene tunggu MATTA FAIR dulu. and kene buat belanjawan. ceh.padahal bende ni less tha rm400.hahahhah...

i dun give a CRAP

2011-03-02T17:57:00.001+08:00

just dun give a crap. coz i'll end up hurt again.and again.and again.

so dun hate me .

just treated u the way u treated me.ok?

so yeah

2011-03-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

I change the layout.and it looks horrible... blergh..whatever..

F**cking Perfect

2011-02-09T10:30:00.002+08:00

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(ohh ohhhhhhh)

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing than you're fucking perfect to me
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

love this song to the core. adn i love the music video.yes. i love it!
reality la tuh...in the end die bahagia...first2 tgk vc tuh mcm what the f kan...pasal die tgh make love gitewww.........heheh...suami die lorhhh...k la..enjoy.daa

NICE

2011-02-08T16:29:00.001+08:00

Bertudung tapi ..Tak Faham Aurat

Baju nipis nampak bayang
Peha gebu saja ditayang
Lebih baik tak pakai baju senang
Dah tentu boleh tunjuk terang-terang

Baju ketat seluar sendat
Pakai tudung just ikat-ikat
Dari mula memang bukan adat
Disudut agama pun gaya tak berkat

Tudung jarang baju nipis
Pakai sikit boleh nampak ‘garis’
Mata orang terbeliak, kita membengis
Bila kena kutuk, kenapa menangis

Lengan pendek blaus gantung
Jeans ketat melekat dipunggung
Jadi orang Islam ni sebenarnya beruntung
Agama tak suruh berbungkus macam pocong

Apa rasanya, kepala bertudung, kain terbelah
Kalau takat rambut orang kurang ghairah
Lain kalau peha gebu atau ternampak lurah
Mata yang memandang boleh keluar darah

Kebaya ketat, kain terbelah
Ikat tudung macam tak sudah
Nak ikut suruhan agama memang tak mudah
Tapi Islam sebenarnya indah

Tutup aurat bukan suruh berselubung
Sampai tak nampak muka dan hidung
Yang faham tuntutan amat beruntung
Taklah bersungut mulut pun muncung

Dah kalau mula minat nak bertudung
Cubalah sesuaikan apa yang disarung
Kalau masih rasa jiwa tu ‘mendung’
Maknanya nafsu tu belum dapat dibendung

Bertudung itu bukan satu paksaan
Ianya lebih kepada keinsafan
Selalunya nafsu masih dikuasai syaitan
Itu la pasal fesyen pun yang bukan-bukan

Asal menutup aurat itu tuntutan
Kalau dianggap susah, tu sebab bosan
Yang ye nya hati tak berkenan
Tu yang berjela-jela mencipta alasan

Menutup aurat satu syariat
Kepada agama kita taat
Hidup berkat pahala berlipat-lipat
Didunia selamat, di akhirat hebat

DUPAHANG

secretary terlampau

2011-02-08T15:35:00.002+08:00

hahah..booyah!

ok ok..jom jadi serious kejap..kejap je.

mane nak carik duit nih!

nak belajar.tuh je.bye!

of MEDAN

2011-02-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

4DAYS/3 NIGHT (PARAPAT,BERASTAGI,KOTA MEDAN)

1ST
-arrived at polonia international airport Medan.
-My dad had some issues with Indonesia's Custom..very rude.kat situ pandangan dah tercalar.not good.hilang respect disitu
-went to had lunch.had my first ever Alpukat Juice.very yummy. i personally dun really like nasi padang.
then went to Parapat (4-6hours drive)
-dalam perjalanan,singgah kilang PATEN.die jual snacks berunsurkan kekacang. beli teng teng and pong pong only
-sambung perjalanan to Parapat @Danau Toba
-sampai2,check in.mandi.dinner kat hotel.the worst meal ever.
-Danau toba 90% of them is Christian.so byk anjing.went to kedai runcit depan hotel.
beli stok TIGER BISKUAT. satu paket baru RM0.16.so imagine la betape murah.
-oooh....PARAPAT@DANAU TOBA SEJUK!
-kalau korang ckp genting highland tuh sejuk. Parapat nih lagila sejuk.dorang xde aircond/kipas dlm bilik.dah already sejuk.

2ND
- Went to Pulau Samosir.
-kene con kat situ. i bought 7keychain for rm23/ 70,000rp. bengang gile.pecah telur punye pasal.last2 atas feri..ade org beli keychain yg same..dapat 10, baru rm5.
-off to lunch untuk masakkan MINANG. ha ni sedap.bertambah okayh! paling kenyang makan.
-off to BERASTAGI.
FYI, kalau nampak tepi2 jalan tuh tulis B1,B2,B3 jangan singgah
B1-ANJENG PANGGANG
B2-BABI PANGGANG
B3-BABI BETINA PANGGANG!

ha..amik ko...

-kalau PARAPAT tuh sejuk,,,BERASTAGI LAGI SEJUK WEH!!!!!!!!!!!
kalah autumn kat US.
-dinner was so so
-bfast was so so,.

3RD

-off to KOTA MEDAN SHALL WE??
-stayed at Semarak Hotel.owned by Malaysians. mmg recommend tempat ni.pasal.ade makanan melayu.lauk die dah fusion rase melayu+indon
lunch at GARUDA RESTAURANT!ooh!!how i love Garuda!makanan die sedap nk mampoo
s.the best!!!sup buntut die sedap..ei bukan sup bontot ok!sup ekor/tulang. pastu ape2 ntah lagi lauk..sume sedap.pon makan bertambah.
-pergi shopping mall.name mall tuh SOGO/SUN PLAZA. ni mmg high end.tapi kalu pandai carik brg ok je. but..tau x...barang sg wang ciplak sume tuh,mahal nk mampos kat sane weh!!!kalo nak beli..better beli brg betol2 branded.yang ORI.jgn beli ciplak. MALAYSIA Ppunye brg ciplak pon x semahal tuh.
-tak beli ape pon.coz ade esok untuk balun shopping.

4TH
-ni last day kat MEDAN.flight pukul 1030 waktu Malaysia.
-Balun shopping dekat SOGO,PLAZA MEDAN.mmg balun habis,
-coz ending duit dr berjuta2..tinggal 100,000rp=rm30
-balik Malaysia.

dah.

why?

2011-02-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

why preach if u personally is defying all the rules?

WHY?

U r no god.

no saint.

so WHY preach?

WHY do u like to talk and preach? have you seen yourself lately in the mirror?

you did huh? so WHY DON'T YOU JUST STOP?

i can't stand it.

--->> drama x??
x drama.keadaan buat saye rase nak muntah dgn persekitaran.bukan tak menghargai nikmat Allah. tapi jelik.jelik teramat.kepada org sebegini rupa. ok. bye. salam.

i'm not that well

2011-01-21T09:18:00.002+08:00

i think i'm having a feverla.because of what had happened in my life la lately ni..

it's just too much.in few days,not forget on the 19th Jan..ah..everything mcm collide to dust. and i think i'm having my aftershock fever.it's just too much..TOO MUCH.

a broken trust.2 years of been lied to.and it makes me sick just to think about it.
and i've been the calmest person in my life.no yelling.no cursing,which was so not me.
*pat myself*
and now is all about fixing everything yang need to be fix!!
too much to take.too much to handle.

Ya Allah...please give me strength ..
i just want a happy life. please..
and thank you Allah for everything..

One step at a time Farah.
As a daughter, i have HUGE responsibility towards my parents..for right now is all about how to get my mom back to Malaysia so that i can take care of her.
As a sister,my responsibility to look after my bro whom every time will leave me disappointed with him..hurm..BESAR DUGAAN MU YA ALLAH.
As a gf, THO MY BF JUST GAVE ME THE WORST DISAPPOINTMENT OF ALL TIME..i have to helped him.

so no more dreams about any wedding.NO.kalau ade jodoh pon..in 6 years time baru boleh ckp. there goes my aim..GONE KAPUSH!i'm back to square one. and i don't know smp bile boleh tahan nih...i mean without having a meltdown.coz rite now..i've no wail like a banshee yet..everything.are.inside.INSIDE.NO.MELTDOWN.YET.

and sooo...

2011-01-19T10:29:00.003+08:00

my application to be permanent staff at this company dah kene reject with the COO.nice huh???...The HR staff yang helped me with this says yang Dato' tuh ckp..kene stay contract je..dulu my ex colleague pon penah apply for permanent staff ni..pon kene reject..so i guess, the hidden message here...kitorg ni mmg tak layak jadi permenant staff...hanya contract..pasal kitorang ni macai.takde value.tak penting,sume takla.so kenape die bother nk absorb kitorang kan?logic tak ape yang saye cakp nih?logic tau...since this is not the first case.

but the GOOD NEWS is..dgn contract ni..senang nak benti kerje!muahaahha..kalo permanent kene 3months notice but contract just bagi 1 month...takpun..susah..dapat gaji bla...ahahhaha...

We maybe paling macai dekat company ni..tapi penting..pasal dalam team ni..yang betul2 buat keje hanyala 2orang.saye and lagi sorg nih.lagi sorang tuh..ugh..tak taula nk ckp ape..keje main game kat fb,main game,bergayut..bla bla bla..baik balik la dari kerja...

so..now.I don't feel anything.because somehow dah expect bende nih.hahaha..happy aderla..the big bosses mane pandang kan macai2 yg hina nih..so sun work here if u nak jadi macai je..kalo nak kerja sini...ready kanla experience anda byk2..and apply la keje elok..

since saye ni dah tersalah langkah..amik DIP TESL.tapi kerje takde kene mengene...and now dah tak tau hala tuju...nak betolkan balik rasenye boleh..tapi memerlukan $$$$$$.so how?

It's nearly time of the month

2011-01-18T10:31:00.006+08:00

and i'm having the usual cravings.lalalalala...

Medium Well/Medium Rare Steak.yumsss

Stacks of Pancakes with caramelized Banana And Chocolate Spread

Assam Laksa/Laksa Penang

Smoked Salmon Open Faced Sandwich

HOW TO BE THIN LA LIKE THIS

2011-01-18T08:51:00.002+08:00

so ..tell me how???
baju nih makin ketat ni..lagi2 tang perut and lengan...the bf commented yg pipi ni pon dah naik!!!fuyooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....so how!!!

let me tell u my reasoning skill yg very the berry pro...and u tell me whether logic ke tak yang I cakap ni....
ceritanya mcmni.....tiap kali i aim nak makan secare sehat...tiap kali okayh...tiap kali...i always la started dgn beli fruits secare BANYAK.untuk saye byk..kerana saye bukanla pemakan buah yg tegar.lalalalal...katela...beli...20biji apples=rm10. ni harga pasar malam area rumah.dah rm10 kat situ...so...makan buah tuh sebijik kenyang tak????tak kan???kalo takat nak jadikan buah tuh as snack ok la kan....ha...so ni membawa kepada issue kedua...MAIN MEAL. makanan sehat seperti takde minyah ie Salads,Sandwich is MAHAL OK!boleh terbakar poket ni if hari2 nak makan bende2 nih....sandwich kat Subway tuh...kalo yg daily nye offer tuh rm7.50 untu 6"....air mineral dlm rm2...saye genapkan dah rm10 la...untuk SEKALI MAKAN!ei...cut the crap la kalo korang ckp buatla sandwich sendiri...dah pro sgt ke??sedap sgt ke sandwich buat sendiri??pasal saya tak suke sandwich saye buat sendiri...errkkk...TAK SEDAP.unless i have the same ingredients mcm kat Subway tuh sedap la kan..hurmm...hahhaha...tuh baru sekali makanla weh.....sehari,breakfast,lunch dinner...kalo tige2 tuh makan sandwich or salad..mahal kan??KOPAK WEH!!! and let me tell u girls.....yang korang ingat makan salad dgn thousand island tuh..korang ingat boleh sehat and kurus ke..THOUSAND ISLAND tuh la penyebab korang tak kurus2....hahhahah..booyah!...yg ideal nye dressing tuh..gunela italian dressing ke..french tuh ke...ke buatla vinaigrette tuh sendiri...ie gune olive oil+lemon juic+salt and pepper...TAPI...ade tapi nih weh...

KOS BUAT SALAD MENGIKUT TEKAK FARAH NUR ADILA YG SEDAP AND YUMMY

iceberg lettuce(ni salad yg sedap ok..sedap sgt)-1 bekas dlm rm6(2X makan)
Japanese Cucumber(timun ni sedap.tak pahit)- 1 bekas ni dlm 2-3 batang timun RM2-3.(3x makanla)
Chicken Breast-RM6/packet kot..ni korang kene grill xde minyakla,or gune EVOO..(2-3x makan)
EVOO MAHAL OI-1BOTOL RM30.katela eh.tau..boleh gune byk kali..tapi rm30 tuh.
Lemon-RM2 SEBIJIK.
salt n pepper murah je...

ni dah berape>>cube citer sikit..and takkan tiap hari nk makan bende ni..pagi petang siang malam nk makan nih kan??tak ke muntah???hahahhahaha....and mestila nak tukar bahan2 die kan..udangla,sotongla,dagingla,carrotla,capsicum la,honey mustardla...kos2 bahan ni tak murah.

KENAPA SAYA GEMOK.

pasal saye ni lokek.saya suke makan.tapi kalo time tgh sengkek.saye prefer makan yang boleh buat saye kenyang lameee....and makanan itu adalah NASI.

KOS BFAST
Nasi Lemak Telur Goreng-RM2.
Nescaffe O ais-Rm 1.50
baru RM3.50 untuk bfast yang lazat dan murah.and lame kenyang.tapi buat mengantok

KOS LUNCH KAT KAFE SAPURA
Nasi Putih+Ikan Pari Bakar+sayur ciput-RM5.50
Air-FREE pasal air suam
baru RM5.50.murah x?makanan yg lazat,dan kenyang and murah

KOS DINNER
ni tak tentu.pasal kadang2 tak makan and kadang2 makan mihun sup yang kosnye baru dlm RM4 and campur air total dlm rm5.

so..lebih kurang RM15 SEHARI..untuk perut yang kenyang and memberi tenaga!hahaahh

kalo yang sehat...harge RM15 ni untuk satu MEAL JE!hahahha..so paham x kenape saye gemok!

gaji saye x byk.hal makanan ni kene kire2 lagi2 time hujung bulan..wah...sengkek die tahap hebat la...so tell me how?
tolong jgn bullshit saye korang kenyang makan cereals for bfast and lunch dgn sandwich and dinner dgn ape2 yang menyehatkan and kenyang.in between mesti ade snacking sikit kan..biskut kering cicah teh o la,kopok lekor la,karipapla,kerepek la.....unless korang punye gaji dah melebihi keperluan..blehla makan variety2 nih...
pagi dgn sandwich subway...yummms...lunch katela makan grilled chicken dgn salads,snacks korang fruit smoothies tuh ke kan..pastu dinner makanla ape2 yang tak gemok..mcm pizza yg sehat ke....ape lagi...eh bykla...kalo gaji korang dah melebihi keperluan and tak tau nak buat ape..so y not invest untuk kesihatan korang dengan belanja kat makanan yg sehat,and supplement bagai,gymla....

oh..saye ade bukti kukuh ni.kalo korang suri saye exercise..saye sepak korang boleh x??ahhahaha...cube pergi jogging tgk..pastu lepas jogging korang balun ape?ahahhaha...so..pk sikit...saye bukan nak buat excuse..tapi ni mmg excuse la.hahaha...daaa

i'll be heading to

2011-01-17T14:37:00.005+08:00

*all pics credit to mr google...ahemm.

from 22th-24th of january 2011.

WEAR IT RIGHT

2011-01-11T14:34:00.002+08:00

BUDU DAN BELACAN

So ladies!harap berjaya!heee...

i, myself pon not perfect...so,let us menyahut cabaran nih!!yeehaaa!!

jom cerite cerite

2011-01-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

hello hello...tadi ade buat blogwalking kejap..and i read a blog...die cite pasal zaman skolah rendah...wah..teringat pulak mase zaman skolah dulu...penah kene ejek pasal bawak cekodok pisang pegi skolah...die ejek saye bawak taik....sedih tak???terus malu nak makan cekodok tuh..padahal tuh feveret tuh....sedih gile..lepas tuh saya ni mangsa BULI.yes.saye mangsa buli

name budak tuh yusri...die budak kelas paling last..die kecik je..tapi jahat die MASYAALLAH!!!Allah je yang tau sengsaranye saya dulu tau x!!
kene tumbuk..kene tendang..kene tarik tudung...kene pukul...kene tarik2 beg smp beg saye die campak tau x!!jahat sangat!!padahal kenit je....tapi xde sape nak tolong saya...menangis2 saya kat tepi jalan tuh orang buat mcm tuh..saya ni naik bas skolah...bas saya selalu lambat...so sie slalu amik kesempatan mase tuh...kawan saya mane tau pon...pasal semua dah balik....pastu lepas drjah brape tah..saye naik bus intrakota tau nak balik rumah..kene jalan dr skolah smpla depan UTM tuh nk tunggu..tapi selalu la jalan cepat2 nak lari dari yusri ni..pasal die balik rumah die jalan kaki kat area TM tuh...so die akan lalu depan UTM...so die akan kacau la kan kalau die nampak saye...

tapi tak berape ingat penah cerita ke tak kat my parents.rase mcm pernah.pasal mcm ingat my mom penah marah die..ok.saye MEMANG MANGSA BULI!!!AND SAYA AKAN BENCI LELAKI TUH SAMPAI MATI!!!!!!DIE BUAT SAYA TAKOT NAK BERJALAN SORANG2..TAKOT SGT!!!dah malas nk ingat dah..rase mcm sakit je !!!

thepoplook.com

2011-01-07T14:18:00.007+08:00

so today i'm gonna write a review regarding my fav shopping site ever..

the site is thepoplook.com..and they're AWESOME MAX!!!y???

because they cater for every women sizes and shapes!!!!!!! and their clothes are awesomely in good quality!!and the postage is FREE!! u read that right..FREE!!!and their price is super reasonable...i'm wearing size uk10-uk12.yeah i know i'm fat..
it's really hard to find any clothes actually in any shopping site..if ade pon...the quality isn't THAT good!and the design is very typical like u can get all of those at UPTOWN or what??pasar malam?whatever la...i dun like that kind of clothing..i want something which is affordable and looks really good!as long as it it under RM100.hahahah..

So far, thepoplook.com never dissapoint me..they have the best system like when u order,and pay directly using ur cc or any banks,they will send u,your invoice.this is important ok so that your baju is perfectly safe.invoice ni mcm jaminanla.not like other blogshop.u email them,they'll reply u regarding the availabelity and WITHOUT any order number dorg akan ckp adela takdela...this is not good ok!!!because y tau...bcoz order number tuhla buat korang nye order to SECURE!!takot ade mix up!trust me.and agi satu...blogshop owner is kinda rude.bukan pelanggan yg betol.owner tuh yg betol.mcmla barang ko tuh one in a million right??? because most blogshop ni...they offered u the SAME FREAKING THING.only the price is different.LOL.i ain't gonna buy that kind of stuff man!hahahah..

ok..back to thepoplook.com.
the quality - GREAT
the system - IMPECCABLE
the packaging - VERY NICE!!!!!bcoz y tau..tehy'll wrap ur clothes using the paper
like PARKSON punye wrappingla..kemas kan??NOT campak mcm tuh je..or
use plastic yg dah koyak2 tuh..eeww!!!bad service!

forgot to mention. THEY HAVE FREAKING RETURN POLICY OK!!!!!!!blogshop ade?xde kan???
so bbbooooooo!!!

so here are SOME of my previous purchases!!

i ordered this dress today..i'm loving the color!!!and as i expected..it'll be sold out within hours ok!!selamat cepat!!!!

This Cardigan..I LOVE IT TO BITS!!!because 1st it's cheap.and it's super long and unique ok!!!bile pakai mcm costume MATRIX pulak!!LOL!!

This is my 1ST PURCHASE. i love the colour.

I didn't buy this because it DOESN'T COME IN MY SIZE.i'M FAT remember??but as i expected..it's sold out within few hours ok!!so..my taste dlm fashion ni isn't BAD at all la...hahha..this blouse is so BEAUTIFUL.LOOK AT THE DETAILS LA.if i ni kurus.mmg i org pertame beli..LOL!!

so dear...if u girls interested...just go to thepoplook.com and buy their stuff for the sophisticated look?heheheh...i'm LOVIN it!!!!

FYI

2011-01-07T08:32:00.001+08:00

ok.semlm my bro menangis mase semayang.

read this peeps!

Selepas Malaikat Israfil meniup sangkakala (bentuknya seperti tanduk besar) yang memekakkan telinga, seluruh makhluk mati kecuali Izrail & beberapa malaikat yang lain. Selepas itu, Izrail pun mencabut nyawa malaikat yang tinggal dan akhirnya nyawanya sendiri.

Selepas semua makhluk mati, Tuhan pun berfirman mafhumnya "Kepunyaan siapakah kerajaan hari ini?" Tiada siapa yang menjawab. Lalu Dia sendiri menjawab dengan keagunganNya "Kepunyaan Allah Yang Maha Esa lagi Maha Perkasa." Ini menunjukkan kebesaran & keagunganNya sebagai Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Kekal Hidup, tidak mati.

Selepas 40 tahun, Malaikat Israfil a.s. dihidupkan, seterusnya meniup sangkakala untuk kali ke-2, lantas seluruh makhluk hidup semula di atas bumi putih, berupa padang Mahsyar (umpama padang Arafah) yang rata tidak berbukit atau bulat seperti bumi.

Sekelian manusia hidup melalui benih anak Adam yg disebut "Ajbuz Zanbi" yang berada di hujung tulang belakang mereka. Hiduplah manusia umpama anak pokok yang kembang membesar dari biji benih.

Semua manusia dan jin dibangkitkan dalam keadaan telanjang dan hina. Mereka tidak rasa malu kerana pada ketika itu hati mereka sangat takut dan bimbang tentang nasib & masa depan yang akan mereka hadapi kelak.

Lalu datanglah api yang berterbangan dengan bunyi seperti guruh yang menghalau manusia, jin dan binatang ke tempat perhimpunan besar. Bergeraklah mereka menggunakan tunggangan (bagi yang banyak amal), berjalan kaki (bagi yang kurang amalan) dan berjalan dengan muka (bagi yang banyak dosa). Ketika itu, ibu akan lupakan anak, suami akan lupakan isteri, setiap manusia sibuk memikirkan nasib mereka.

Setelah semua makhluk dikumpulkan, matahari dan bulan dihapuskan cahayanya, lalu mereka tinggal dalam kegelapan tanpa cahaya. Berlakulah huru-hara yang amat dahsyat.

Tiba-tiba langit yang tebal pecah dengan bunyi yang dahsyat, lalu turunlah malaikat sambil bertasbih kepada Allah SWT. Seluruh makhluk terkejut melihat saiz malaikat yang besar dan suaranya yang menakutkan.

Kemudian matahari muncul semula dengan kepanasan yang berganda. Hingga dirasakan seakan-akan matahari berada sejengkal dari atas kepala mereka. Ulama berkata jika matahari naik di bumi seperti keadaannya naik dihari Kiamat nescaya seluruh bumi terbakar, bukit-bukau hancur dan sungai menjadi kering. Lalu mereka rasai kepanasan dan bermandikan peluh sehingga peluh mereka menjadi lautan. Timbul atau tenggelam mereka bergantung pada amalan masing-masing. Keadaan mereka berlanjutan sehingga 1000 tahun.

Terdapat satu telaga kepunyaan Nabi Muhammad SAW bernama Al-Kausar yang mengandungi air yang hanya dapat diminum oleh orang mukmin sahaja. Orang bukan mukmin akan dihalau oleh malaikat yang menjaganya. Jika diminum airnya tidak akan haus selama-lamanya. Kolam ini berbentuk segi empat tepat sebesar satu bulan perjalanan. Bau air kolam ini lebih harum dari kasturi, warnanya lebih putih dari susu dan rasanya lebih sejuk dari embun. Ia mempunyai saluran yang mengalir dari syurga.

Semua makhluk berada bawah cahaya matahari yang terik kecuali 7 golongan yang mendapat teduhan dari Arasy. Mereka ialah:

Pemimpin yang adil.

Orang muda yang taat kepada perintah Allah.

Lelaki yang terikat hatinya dengan masjid.

Dua orang yang bertemu kerana Allah dan berpisah kerana Allah.

Lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita berzina, tetapi dia menolak dengan berkata "Aku takut pada Allah". Lelaki yg bersedekah dengan bersembunyi (tidak diketahui orang ramai).

Lelaki yang suka bersendirian mengingati Allah lalu mengalir air matanya kerana takutkan Allah.

Oleh kerana tersangat lama menunggu di padang mahsyar, semua manusia tidak tahu berbuat apa melainkan mereka yang beriman, kemudian mereka terdengar suara "pergilah berjumpa dengan para Nabi". Maka mereka pun pergi mencari para Nabi. Pertama sekali kumpulan manusia ini berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam tetapi usaha mereka gagal kerana Nabi Adam a.s menyatakan beliau juga ada melakukan kesalahan dengan Allah SWT. Maka kumpulan besar itu kemudiannya berjumpa Nabi Nuh a.s., Nabi Ibrahim a.s., Nabi Musa a.s., Nabi Isa a.s. (semuanya memberikan sebab seperti Nabi Adam a.s.) dan akhirnya mereka berjumpa Rasullullah SAW. Jarak masa antara satu nabi dengan yang lain adalah 1000 tahun perjalanan.

Lalu berdoalah baginda Nabi Muhammad SAW ke hadrat Allah SWT. Lalu diperkenankan doa baginda.

Selepas itu, terdengar bunyi pukulan gendang yang kuat hingga menakutkan hati semua makhluk kerana mereka sangka azab akan turun. Lalu terbelah langit, turunlah arasy Tuhan yang dipikul oleh 8 orang malaikat yang sangat besar (besarnya sejarak perjalanan 20 ribu tahun) sambil bertasbih dengan suara yang amat kuat sehingga 'Arasy itu tiba dibumi.

'Arasy ialah jisim nurani yang amat besar berbentuk kubah (bumbung bulat) yang mempunyai 4 batang tiang yang sentiasa dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang besar dan gagah. Dalam bahasa mudah ia seumpama istana yang mempunyai seribu bilik yang menempatkan jutaan malaikat di dalamnya. Ia dilingkungi embun yang menghijab cahayanya yang sangat kuat.

Kursi iaitu jisim nurani yang terletak di hadapan Arasy yang dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang sangat besar. Saiz kursi lebih kecil dari 'Arasy umpama cincin ditengah padang . Dalam bahasa mudah ia umpama singgahsana yang terletak dihadapan istana.

Seluruh makhluk pun menundukkan kepala kerana takut. Lalu dimulakan timbangan amal. Ketika itu berterbanganlah kitab amalan masing-masing turun dari bawah Arasy menuju ke leher pemiliknya tanpa silap dan tergantunglah ia sehingga mereka dipanggil untuk dihisab. Kitab amalan ini telah ditulis oleh malaikat Hafazhah / Raqib & 'Atid / Kiraman Katibin.

Manusia beratur dalam saf mengikut Nabi dan pemimpin masing- masing. Orang kafir & munafik beratur bersama pemimpin mereka yang zalim. Setiap pengikut ada tanda mereka tersendiri untuk dibezakan. Umat yang pertama kali dihisab adalah umat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan amalan yang pertama kali dihisab adalah solat. Sedangkan hukum yang pertama kali diputuskan adalah perkara pertumpahan darah.

Apabila tiba giliran seseorang hendak dihisab amalannya, malaikat akan mencabut kitab mereka lalu diserahkan, lalu pemiliknya mengambil dengan tangan kanan bagi orang mukmin dan dengan tangan kiri jika orang bukan mukmin. Semua makhluk akan dihisab amalan mereka menggunakan satu Neraca Timbangan. Saiznya amat besar, mempunyai satu tiang yang mempunyai lidah dan 2 daun. Daun yang bercahaya untuk menimbang pahala dan yang gelap untuk menimbang dosa.

Acara ini disaksikan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW dan para imam 4 mazhab untuk menyaksikan pengikut masing-masing dihisab.

Perkara pertama yang diminta ialah Islam. Jika dia bukan Islam, maka seluruh amalan baiknya tidak ditimbang bahkan amalan buruk tetap akan ditimbang. Ketika dihisab, mulut manusia akan dipateri, tangan akan berkata- kata, kaki akan menjadi saksi. Tiada dolak-dalih dan hujah tipuan. Semua akan di adili oleh Allah Ta'ala dengan Maha Bijaksana. Setelah amalan ditimbang, mahkamah Mahsyar dibuka kepada orang ramai untuk menuntut hak masing-masing dari makhluk yang sedang dibicara sehinggalah seluruh makhluk berpuas hati dan dibenarkannya menyeberangi titian sirat.

Syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW di akhirat :

Meringankan penderitaan makhluk di Padang Mahsyar dengan mempercepatkan hisab.

Memasukkan manusia ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab.

Mengeluarkan manusia yang mempunyai iman sebesar zarah dari neraka.

(Semua syafaat ini tertakluk kepada keizinan Allah SWT.)

Para nabi dan rasul serta golongan khawas juga diberikan izin oleh Tuhan untuk memberi syafaat kepada para pengikut mereka. Mereka ini berjumlah 70 000. Setiap seorang dari mereka akan mensyafaatkan 70 000 orang yang lain.

Setelah berjaya dihisab, manusia akan mula berjalan menuju syurga melintasi jambatan sirat. Siratul Mustaqim ialah jambatan (titian) yang terbentang dibawahnya neraka. Lebar jambatan ini adalah seperti sehelai rambut yang dibelah tujuh dan ia lebih tajam dari mata pedang. Bagi orang mukmin ia akan dilebarkan dan dimudahkan menyeberanginya.

Fudhail bin Iyadh berkata perjalanan di Sirat memakan masa 15000 tahun. 5000 tahun menaik, 5000 tahun mendatar dan 5000 tahun menurun. Ada makhluk yang melintasinya seperti kilat, seperti angin, menunggang binatang korban dan berjalan kaki. Ada yang tidak dapat melepasinya disebabkan api neraka sentiasa menarik kaki mereka, lalu mereka jatuh ke dalamnya.

Para malaikat berdiri di kanan dan kiri sirat mengawasi setiap makhluk yang lalu. Setiap 1000 orang yang meniti sirat, hanya seorang sahaja yang Berjaya melepasinya. 999 orang akan terjatuh ke dalam neraka.

Rujukan: Kitab Aqidatun Najin karangan Syeikh Zainal Abidin Muhammad Al- Fathani. Pustaka Nasional Singapura 2004.

Jika sekiranya kalian ingin mengumpul saham akhirat, sampaikanlah ilmu ini kepada sahabat² yang lain. Sepertimana sabda Rasulullah SAW:

Sampaikanlah pesananku walaupun satu ayat. Sesungguhnya apabila matinya seseorang anak Adam itu, hanya 3 perkara yang akan dibawanya bersama :

Sedekah/amal jariahnya.

Doa anak²nya yang soleh.

Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang lain.

sumber: Amar Sufi

copy from CC

PTPTN

2011-01-05T13:27:00.004+08:00

One thiing about PTPTN is, THEY SUCKS!.haha.

many people including me which ain't got money to go to college,apparently have to apply for study loan from PT*PTN.and this organization apparently from my time, they charge us 3% of interest..like mine..it will be about RM31.56 of innterest per month..so..some of u might say,.." ala...rm31 je..bukan byk..." er hello!!pleas multiply that with amount of moths yg u rase u boleh settle...byk ok!!

so..what PT*PTN did was..they offers the UJRAH SYSTEM for those yang nak kurangkan the interest from 3% to 1%.i applied.because 3% is a lot ok!. and today i opened my gmail.and guess what??kene reject!!

so tell me..wtf is that supposed to mean!!
1st u tell me my application has been rejected!
and 2nd u tell me my application can't be considered becouse u are currently updating my records and will update me soon????OMG!!!!!!!WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN U BLOODY HELL!!! aku dah graduate 2007!!brape tahu ko nak amik mase untuk update my records!!!patutla org ckp govt ni mcm siput.SLOW!!!!!!!...hey come on la..be rational la sikit!!tak logik langsung nih!!!!!!!!!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

2011-01-03T13:42:00.002+08:00

1. learn how to drive and ride a bike...LOL

2. VESPA LX150 IN RED!!!

3. to achieve my ideal weight..buwek!!buwek!!!

4. SAVINGS untuk hari susah.LOL.

fyi..i can't put my money in a saving account,be it normal savings or ASB!!!!
i just can't, because i can just go to any ATM Machines, insert my card,and withdraw my money..easy kan..dats y tak boleh...i have to do the old fashion way..like sorok2 duit kat rumah!pelik kan??i know i know...saye mmg pelik!!!hahaha
but it's working for me..even i know that i have lotsa money in that house,sume main selit2 ok...BUT!everytime ade urge nk usik the money..my mind will say NO!!!hahahah....

5. to get rid of this hideous PIMPLES!!!!!AGHHHH!!

6. tukar keje.

that's it peeps!!toodles!

wedding wishlist

2010-12-08T11:37:00.011+08:00

this is just if if if la kann...
gimme a break..i love reading b2b blogs la senang cite...pompuan nih..bile dah start..mulela berangan kan???name pompuan..so...gimme a break..this is just for fun!!..hurm..i love merisik gallaery because of their simplicity..i love simple stuff...kenape nk peningkan kepale rite?
i love the colours,i love the style, i love everythingla...because it's simple..fuss free..i love!!

the dais

Wedding Favors

all of the pictures are from :merisik gallery

LONG DUE PICTURES!

2010-11-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

NO TITLE

2010-11-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO MOHD FARHAN! ♥ ♥

yeah.. so i ordered this beautiful and delicious cuppies from my officemate...delicious MAX!!!!!!!blueberry cake with butter cream icing..OH WAIT!!the butter cream also is delicious MAX!! because she used premium butterla..that's y la...not buttercup or whatever...so the taste is really different!and light.and not MUAK!!or overly sweet..just nice..and it's PERFECT!!

yummy max!!i'm gonna stick with her!toodles!

err..helllo?

2010-11-11T09:39:00.002+08:00

hi...i think this is the time yang i have to like "catu" my spending...and even my food intake..

the first reason is..i have to kumpul duitla...LOL...
untuk pegi Medan this January...duhhhh...

second.i spent a lot of money daily on FOOD.STUPID GILE!!!tha's y la i'm fat!!
duuhhhh...

third...have to replace the money I've used bile beli TWO BLACKBERRY CURVE 3G!!!!
dang...but it's worth it...

so now...
how can i simpan 1k in 2months?shitttt

2010-10-22T11:47:00.001+08:00

ANNOYING NYE MANUSIA!!!!!

on HEADSCRVES AND WHATNOT

2010-10-18T11:46:00.002+08:00

sorry!! but i find woman who wear headscarves with super tight skirt/supertight pants aka leggings or jegging,is unappropriate..might as well u take off your headscarves...

there's a lot of way to be fashionable..to be modern.but NOT LIKE THAT.u expose your susuk tubuh...so..what's up with that dear ladies??...

MUST HAVE BEFORE GETTING MARRIED LIST

2010-10-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

A Car,
A house
A secure JOB
A LOT OF MONEY in my savings account

takde semua nih..tak payah kawen..boleh???

According to Kotex Luxe!

2010-10-13T17:04:00.001+08:00

THE HIJAB STORY

2010-09-29T13:21:00.002+08:00

most of my close friends,colleagues,and even my parents were asking y so sudden??i mean wearing hijab...duhh...

THE ANSWER IS: FARAH NUR ADILA DAH DAPAT SERU...or shud i call it "the push"

the bf obviously, for quiet some time have been pushing me and asking me when will i wear hijab???? my answer yo him is...LATER..LATER..LATER...and..

one day....tink!!tink!!tink!!!
my heart says..
i can't describe the feeling...but i love it..
it's like a push..but not the freaky one like some ladies dapat in their dreams,i mean dreaming about HELL??OMG!!!alhamdulillah,i didn't get any of those dreams.it's just a little push...just a teeny weeny push from Allah...
it Must be Allah...i can't be the devil right?bcoz this is a good thing...MAJOR MAJOR GOOD!!

so....i tell my colleagues,my parents,my bf regarding this,went shopping,and wallahh..on the 1st of eid...i'm officially a hijabi....and i'm proud of it.i'm happy!!and feel bless!no kidding....it's like a new me..but not really new..hahhahhahahha...

"When Allah opens your heart,there's no turning back"

Insya'allah...Amin..

I DON'T WEAR HIJAB BECAUSE PEOPLE ASKS ME TO...
Bile hati kite terdetik untuk buat sesuatu yang baik...teruskan..jangan fikir banyak2...
i pernah nk pakai pasal rimas dgn the bf suroh i pakai....selamat i tak pakai..pasal hati i tak ikhlas nak pakai....bile one day ni..hati ni terdetik sangat nak pakai..teringin nak pakai...i Thank Allah...bcoz it shows Allah still sayang i even saya sangat jahil tentang Agame...

"TERIMA KASIH kerana bukakan hati besi saya...terima kasih kerana masih sayang saya.terima kasih untuk segala-galanya...."

I WON'T BUY THE NOOK

2010-09-29T13:15:00.003+08:00

just because i think too much!!too much until i decided i won't buy the nook even if it's just one click away!yikes...this is so typical me...i want something.i think.think.think and thiiiiiinkkkk until i decided i won't buy anything...i shud be one of those people who never thinks...just buy whatever they want!yikes..

hurmm....

oh...have i told u that i'm a PROUD HIJAB WEARER??

yeah..so i decided to wear hijab on the 1st of syawal..and there's no turning back..
because I think Allah loves me, He gave me " the push"(i'm going to call it the push coz it's suitable for me)and wallah...i'm wearing hijab now...

NOOK

2010-09-23T13:40:00.007+08:00

hello there...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

so today...i've been hunting ebook reader and i've found "THE ONE"
it's cheap compared to the MPH one...it's NOOK by Barnes and Nobles!!!!!!
it's better than KINDLE,AND CHEAPER TOO!!!!!!!I'll definitely will buy this...hope so!!!

so..here is the one i want with the slevee and frame...
THE NOOK!!!!!!!!!

JONATHAN ADLER LOVE CASE

TUPPER QUOTE SLEEVE

THE FRAME

but I've been contemplating whether to get the jonather adler sleeve or the Tupper Quote...probably will order those lovelies via vsHub....

OR???????

JUST BUY THE NOOK + THE FRAME
AND THE SLEEVE JUST ORDERED TO ANY TAILOR WHO CAN MAKE ME A CUSTOM MADE SLEEVE FOR MY NOOK!!!!!SO??WHICH ONE???

so which one...??
there's a blogger bought the nook via ipmart for RM800..but at IPMART,the sleeve are very limited!!!!!!

THINK FARAH!!THINK!!

i'm too pissed off

2010-08-04T19:56:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T DESERVED THAT FROM YOU!!FOR BEING LATE FOR LIKE WHAT?????5MIN??????????????????????!!!!!!AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT IF THE LIFT WAS SO SLOW!!!!!!IT'S TOTALLY NOT MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M SO SAD AND PISSED!!!!!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHERE I CAN CHANNEL MY ANGER TO OTHER THAN THIS BLOG!!!OMG!!!I'M SO PISSED!!!!!THAT WAS LIKE IRRATIONAL!!!!!ABSURD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOSHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ALL THE REASONS FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS WERE RIDICULOUS!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!AND BLAME IT ALL ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the agony of losing someone

2010-03-08T00:23:00.002+08:00

i serously don't know how to deal with this.it's all over.it's over between me and him.
and i'm the one who asked for it.and right now...i feel empty...i'm sad for what had happened.but i have to do this maybe.because things have gotten worse..for me.i guess.
he says i've changed a lot.maybe.because he says..when i have money,i forget him.hum..
its just that i learned how to be independent maybe.??

u know what...i'm the type yg like to have control.when i don't like something,i'll tells him.i'm not the one.yg simpan2 u know?
In early of our relationship..yeah..my mistakes..because..i control him sgt...
ah....stupid mistake!!i shouldn;t have done it!!!i shouldn't have.because i don't like people to control me..buat kau plak buat mcm tuh.kan kene tepek..die kontrol tak boleh bla..and i hate it!!hate it!ah!!my mistakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now..the issues was..i want my freedom.and he won't let me.like hanging out with friends,tido lambat and all...yeah...sgt suffocated mcmtuh!!!
and and...he likes to mengadu to his mom.i dun like it.at all.yeah...i told my dad a thing or two.but!my dad tak interfere.die dgr.and senyap.this is suppose to be about us!!!shit!!

haish...what to do...........
but..but i'm still shocked that this is happening to me.and us.
i cannot thinkla.
i feel empty.
it's like i've loss everyting?
i can't hear his voice.
omg..i'm so gonna miss that
i'll miss his smile..
i'll miss everything.
because he's the one who always with me.ALWAYS!
and now.i'am alone.totally alone
argh!!this is sucks!!!!
sucks!!!
i hate it!!!!!
maybe we're not meant for each other huh?
i seriously don't know if he really..like relly really love me or obsess with me.

haish.....................
anyway.u'll always be my someone i guess.
maybe u can easily la...lupekan i ke ape..find another one ke..
i wish you well...
i hope you'll find someone yg much2 better than me..there's a lot out there.
thanks for everything.....................

i'm sure as hell..i'm gonna miss you

..

2010-03-07T13:05:00.001+08:00

YA ALLAH!!!OTAK CELARU NI!!!!!!!!!RASE NK PECAH!!!!
HATI RASE SEDIH!!!!!!!!!KENAPE JADI MCMNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEMORIES

2010-02-03T14:20:00.002+08:00

herllloooowww little earthlings!!

long time nooooooo seeeee....
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
anyhow...
i miss this one person.
but i'm sure as hell..
she didn't even think about me.
i'm like a stalker..not in a bad way..just teeenyy weeenyy bitt..
just wanted to know..how is she now.
she's happy.verry happy..
and i am glad because she is happy.
haish...
i miss you anyway NOORROIZA BINTI IBRAHIM.(betol ke tak spelling aku)
and i'm not shy to admit it.

i don't think it's necesssary to update about me.
i don't even know what's the purpose of this blog anyway.
ahaha..i'm gonna keep It..just for the MEMORIES
work=sucks

heluuuuuuuu!~~

2009-12-21T10:56:00.002+08:00

i'm so addicted to Petville in FB..like i don't have time for anything else!!yikes!!I HAVE NO LIFE..

and this blog is dull without pictures..i know.but what to do..my pictures are in differnt pc la..in my lappy..in the house punye pc..office punye pc..ahah..so..dah tak hengat!

anyway..my life..just like my life..nothing exciting nor interesting..
i have a lot of grey hair now due to stress i think..it scares me that i'm getting older.and everyday when i woke up..this question will popped into my head..will today be my last day??
i'm afraid of dying.seriously i'm afraid.I did nothing to prepare myself to the other world u know.so i don't know about u guys..i think the phrase 'LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST' OR 'LIVE UR LIFE LIKE IT'S YOUS LAST DAY' IS TOTALLY BULSHIT!!!..

coz.normally org maksudkan suro kite enjoy or something like that la..
how can la?how can??
ah..but seriously if u think a lot about this..KAMU AKAN JADI GILE
and ur life will be as stressful as mine.
because u think a lot about what to do..and how to do it..yikes!!

my entry tak make sense.bye

ohaiiyoooo!!

2009-12-02T08:16:00.003+08:00

i think,it's been a month since i last upadated my blog..heee..blame FACEBOOK for the games..haiya..

anyway..i don't like NEW MOON la..i mean the movie..oh come on!!!i don't like it at all..i watched the movie for the sake of seeing Edward, Jacob and the wolf pack.how the book actually comes to life u know..that's it..

and NINJA ASSASSIN IS THE BOMB.heee..i was sceptical at first..and then..BAM!wallllaaaaaaahhh!!best!!

oowh..UMPQUA ice cream is the best..1 quart is like RM30??taste just like Haagen Dazs ice cream..but more cheaper..u know y..it melts in your mouth just like Haagen Dazs ice cream..not like some cheapo ice cream yg 1 pint or 1 quart baru rm5 something..ahahah..seriously weh..u shud buy this ice cream..i bought at KLCC COLD STORAGE..hee..i'll post the pictures later..coz my blog is so dull without pictures!!true or not??!!!

hahaha..
yeah..so me and my bf is still together and breathing,,ahaha...yeah we argued mcm biasela..A LOT..but what the heck!!i love my boyfie.ahahahah..

oooooohhh!!EID ADHA WAS GREAT!!!met my aunts,uncles and cousins...after 5 years tak jumpe..haish!!!i brought fruit salad to the makan-makan.yeah.the 1st one to finish okayh!!ahahaahaah..am proud of my fruit salad!!WTF KAN?i know.ahaaga

Work?

bla..bosan as ever..that's y we call it work.something that u have to do..but u dont really want to do it.but u have to..am i making any sense here?heee,,i dont care..ooh...so the office kinda empty..coz everybody dh pi LIMA..pheeewww!!!!hahahah..got office drama summore.but don't want to blog about it lah..coz..i'm over it..and lantak pi kaula!!!hahahahaahahahahah

so...
i want to travel la..but dun have $$$$$$$!!shit fuck.yeah.i want to go to Bangkok.and shop!shop like mad cow.wahaahaahahaahah!!eh no..mad woman!!i don't care!!nk pi!!nk pi gak!!!haish..

ooh..i'm getting fatter and fatter la..ahahaha..and the boyfie dah complain!!!!ahahahahah...

anyway..take care..
i'll upload the piccas later.but seriously mcm malas..coz y?all the pictures dah ade dekat FB..TATA

i' m so sad

2009-11-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

it has been too long tak update blog kan?

right now..i'm so so sad.
sgt sedih tahap nak wail je ni.
shit!and it's been awhile i tak rase mcm ni.
shit man!it keeps on happening.
i don't know..the tuduh2 thing.
how long nak tahan?
i tak change..so does he.
we both tak change.
i'm making him sick..
so..what's left now?

he didn't trust me.i don't know why.
it's hard weh
2 years plus.and still the same old shit.
otak dah tak boleh pk mane hala tuju nih!
GOD!this is so miserable.
i'm behaving like hell..kene tuduh gak.
nak buat ape lagi ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEYONCE SUCKS!!!AND PAS LAGI SUCKS!!

2009-10-20T08:54:00.002+08:00

bloody hell!!Beyonce postpone concert weyh!!!!!sumpah BLOODY HELL!!!!i'm so annoyed with her and PAS.i knowla..she don't give a damnkan..tapi BABI TAU!!!ha!!!!i know bile dah postpone ni lame2 cancel teros mcm Rihanna!!!!!!!setan betol!!!!!!

SATU PARTI POLITIK NI BODOH PASAL APE TAU!!!KAU KECOH2 PASAL ARTIS LUAR NAK MASOK PAKAI SEKSI2..KAU TAK PK PULAK ARTIS NEGARE NI MCM MANE!!!!!!!KAU TAK TGK KE DGN BIJIK MATE KAU TUH ARTIS NEGARA SENDIRI NI SEKSI NAK MAMPOS!!!!KAU IYE2 HALANG ARTIS LUAR MASOK!!!ARTIS SENDIRI BUAT CONCERT PAKAI SEKSI BPLEH PLAK!!BILE TIME AWARD2 TUH SEKSI NAK MAMPOS BOLEH PULAK KAN!!!!!CERMIN NEGARE SENDIRI B4 CONDEMN ARTIS NEGARE ORANG SEKSILA..TAK BERMORAL LA!!!MANE OTAK WEH!!IF KAU RASE ARTIS LUAR PUNYE CONCERT TAK BERMORAL..YG ARTIS MALAYSIA PUNYE CONCERT BERMORAL LA???BODOH KE APE!!!

shit!!i'm pissed off!!!!!!!!they do something without thinking pasal orang sendiri.shit!!!!!!

shit!!

2009-10-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

adeih..been working like an octopus..ahahha..no la..been working like hell and like an octopus..i wish i have more hands like octopus have mane tentacles..betol ke ni??too lazy to open dictionary..wakakkaka!!..sigh..dapat raise ni pon best gak..for fuck sake farah..u barau keje less than a year nak raise??hahahha..dream on!!!

hahah..right now i'm hooked with games in fb!haha..stupid giler!!i'm wasting my life la actually..

my lil bro has swine flu..yeah..poor lil baby..i hope he'll fight all the germs!!love you lil bro..

work!!argh..thinking about work make me dozzy dah..hahha..it's not like i have mount of works..its just..hurmm..keje x best..adeihh..balik td with kak Safiah...ahahahha..she asked me..i xde apply keje lan ke???hahhaha..choke sekejap..yeah.yeah,,it's like i'm wasting 2 and a half bloody years for nothing..i worked in a field which is totally menyimpang jauh from my course..ah shit!!!!!i feel like i'm a loser okayh!!

two of my colleagues are doing their degree now!!me??wtf!!!adoi!!!payahla..i don't know what i want!!!i wanna be a teacher,but just cut the crap la..it's hard to get a job la as a teacher!!!!BLUR DEYH!!!

what would you do??pursue on your dreams or follow the jobs demand??huh????

hey ya'll

2009-09-29T12:18:00.002+08:00

lalalala..apo kabo kamu semua??..heurmm...been bz facebooking,farming aka berkebun..but i played the myspace one la..and beez bz with booksterhub,and ebook-ing..ahahahh!!!

just finish reading Jodi Picoult's-My Sister's Keeper.

korang dah bacE??
hahahha..
i've been debating in Booksterhub about this book.it's a very good story i tell you..
u should read it la..because it makes you think..what will you do if you're in that position?in Anna's position?in Sara's position?in Brian's?in Jesse's?or in Kate's shoes?hurm..
i personally hate the ending
i didn't expect Anna to die after she won the case against her parents..
i think she deserves to win..coz she's been invisible to her parents because of Kate's illness..and Anna's exist because of Kate.the parents CREATE her just to exist to help Kate.this is where i go..WTF mann!!!!!whether she was created to a specific purpose..she's a human being.for whatever reason..she's a human being.but yeah..this story really makes you think la..

what would you do to save your daughter's life??will you go to the extend of creating another daughter, and use her to save his sister??without her permission???
we are talking about organs transplant here.serious stuff..not about a bicycle or a boy.it's a matter of life and death..what would you do??

i keep questioning myself..
what would i do??
will i create another human being and use her?and didn't even ask her about her feeling to all of this?whether she's okay with it or not?
it is really wrong for me to do that.seriously..what say you?

but this is where a mother was put in a difficult position.
but then..i still think that the mother loves her 1st daughter most.yeah.just because the daughter's sick.if the daughter's not sick..i don't think Anna will exist..

Black Dagger Brotherhood

2009-09-22T13:39:00.002+08:00

was introduced to this series by my Booksterhub fellow.hahah..if love Twilight,then i guess you'll love Black Dagger Brotherhood.personally i think this book is waaaaayyyy more better than Twilight!ahahahaha..seriously,i'm not joking..the Vampire thingy is really up to the next level la..
yeah...Just bcoz the Twilight Saga dah turn into movie..then all the wannabes mulela nak suke the boook kan?if not of the movie..tak rase pulak akan jd gile mcmni betolx???

hahahha..U SHOULD READ Black Dagger Brotherhood.i kid you not.this books is awesome!!!

i hope they turn the book into movies coz i love all the Brothers la..big,bulky and strong..oh God!!compare to Edward Cullen..ish..tolak tepi je..but whatever pon Twilight still best..but Black Dagger Brotherhood is better.

i've already read all the 6th book..now tgl book and 8..book 8 tak release lagi..so have to be patient!!!!!!

i personally love Rhage and Zsadist...oh God!!i can imagine that they're so so so so HOT!!!adoi...bestnye..*in love*

i hate GAP!

2009-09-19T18:55:00.001+08:00

wanna know a stupid freaking story?went to Gap..i'm so psyche to buy the 1969 edition of jeans la..since the jeans org dah talk about..eager ni..i entered KLCC Gap..acecece..i looked at my left..there are Skinny , long n lean jeans..i asked the SA for the curve..nakk tau die ckp ape??DAH SOLD OUT!!fucking drama la!!!

OMG!!saye sgt meminati itu jeans..
now i'm so sad.

been crying today.asked the bf
i cried at home
in the car
in the lrt
ok..freaking cried like someone jsut died.

see..Hari Raye buat saye emo!!

saye KECEWA!!(entry yg sgt emo.tak larat jgn bace)

2009-09-13T21:10:00.003+08:00

everytime bile dah dtg mood raye mesti jadi emo!!!without fail!!gerenti will emo semacam and menangis!!!

hish..
n today,my bro jd mangsa.
well i think he deserved it.
i even halau die ok!
y die mencetuskan kemarahan i???

1)he sleeps like a lot!!his daily routine is sleep,on9,sleeps,makan.that's it
aku punyela penat2 keje nak bayr bil kat umah..pasang internet so that satu umah boleh gune..n..what did hi do?SLEEP!!
memang aku menagmok la kan!!n mule la aku mengungkit!!geram plak aku!!aku dok kemas umah sorang2..die dok tido..aku dr last week suro die cuci chandelier..die wat tak tau je..hari ni aku yg buat sendiri..insyallah my dad sambung basuh chandelier..
geram ok!!!GERAM SGT!!!!!tak contribute ape2 langsong!!!!!!!!!!

hish..geram giler!!how comela..takde perasaan nk tolong ke..dah la dok umah ni free aje...ish..tolong la sikit..ni tak..pinggan mangkuk yg dah gune pon tak reti nak basuhhh!!iishh.mane aku tak angin..bgn sahur n balik keje dok ken basuk pinggan mangkuk org..hangen ok!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..time2 raye memang mcm ni..jd emo.mcm td mulela..nak nangis2 mengenangkan nasib..tau..ade org lagi susah dr saye ni.tapi..still nak emo jugak..padahal dah berape tahun raye without mak kan.tetap nk emo..EMO NYE SAYE!!!adoi..siap nangis sedu sedan lagi dlm bilik td..adoi..

haha..tapi pikir2 kan balik ni la every mom kene buat every year nk raya..kemas umah,carik itu ini..pk nak masak ape time raye..well..saye mak saye takde kat sini..so sayela take over the responsibilities nk pk bende2 ni.PENING OK!!!adik tak tolong ape!!depend kat aku lagi adela!gaji aku ni besau takpe la jugak!!!
adoiii!!!!

tak pahamla..adoi..tolong la sikitkan.penat ooo
die kat umah je..wat keje cikt pon x boleh ke?
aku ni keje pagi smp petang..
ade time weekend je la..
itypon saye ni tak pandai kemas2 umah..so keje saye memagla slow..
adoii..geramnye!!!

TOLONGLA BERUBAH!!!TAK PK ORG KE!!pENAT TAU MCM NI!!!

this is very lovely

2009-09-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MILEY CYRUS!!i'm one of her fan la!!i just love and love her!!

MY ADELE

2009-09-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

Adele-Chasing pavements..(sgt related ngan diri ku sekarang)

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

WTF!!!

2009-09-11T12:02:00.004+08:00

have you heard of C-String??..hahha..this is so weird..honestly..i won't wear it..i don't even like G String..C string?like ewwww..hahahha..coz hey..it's strapless..i bet you'll feel naked!!and what's the purpose of wearing C String anyway??..it's just enuff to cover your bush wtf!hahah..and when you walk..i bet you bum wil go like goyang goyang coz there's nothing to support your big bum..hahaha

will upload the pictures of c string later.
right now cannot coz ini opis block ini network.

JANGAN TUNJUK PANDAI

2009-09-11T10:22:00.002+08:00

JANGAN TUNJUK PANDAI!!!argh..i hate it.hey..remind yourself la..kite sume ni makhluk Allah.bile2 je Allah boleh tarik ape yg kite ade.so..jgn nak tunjuk pandai n easily judge people..ok???

urgh

2009-09-11T10:14:00.002+08:00

my head is killing me!!!!!!!!!right now i'm having the worst headache of my life.currently.righ now.the WORST!

i woke up this morning for sahur,n there you go..the headache!!it's killing me.my head felt really heavy like i can't really lift it up.sucks!and it's been berdenyut from the moment i woke up until now!damn!!!!i don't know ape penyebab saki kepale bodoh ni..i tot because of the salted fish i ate last night..but it can't be la.i only ate like 1 cubit je..and i don't freaking have high blood pressure.last time i checked,my blood pressure is low.i don't know whether it's low or really2 low.but low..all i know,people with high blood pressure je kene sakit pale after makan salted fish ke,,kambing ke..not me!i don't freaking have HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!!!!!argh..this headache is really killing meee!!!!!!!!!!!

Did you read newspaper lately?

2009-09-09T10:22:00.002+08:00

not everyday la i read the newspaper ar oven watch news at TV3..last time i watced the news, the issue was about hindu temple at Selangor.dorang gado2 sume tuhla..
hurm..i'm just afraid SEJARAH BERULANG la..lately mcm byk je isu perkauman ni..

Just remind yourselfla..Malaysia jd mcm ni dgn usaha semua kaum.MALAY+CHINESE+INDIAN..
We are strong as one.there's no need la nak jatuhkan sesame sendiri.betul tak?

my personal budget for Langkawi Trip

2009-09-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

this is a budget kinda travel..so don't expect 5 star resort or anything..i just want to share..so that you guys have the idea brape +/- nak di spend ok??mcm Travel tips la jugak ni..

3 days 2 night Langkawi Trip budget
-Return Flight via Air Asia(sponsored by the bf)-RM150 (including airport tax)
-Rental Car-RM70/day(Sponsored by the bf)
-Island Hopping-RM35/person
-Cable Car-RM15/person if you have Malaysian ID
-Dinner at Sun Cafe-RM129 (i belanja the bf..hey girls!!sometimes you have to pay the bills ok!!jgn nk depend kat bf je!!!)
-Desa Motel-RM150 FOR 3Days 2Night stays..very cheap motel and very good i tell youla..
i personally like it A LOT because i got king size bed ok..and the bathroom
is the BOMB.Huge Ass shower head..there's no need to splurge on expensive
hotel!!!
-Choc Shopping-i forgot how much i spend here..hahahah!!!!
-2nd day Brunch-RM4=4 packet of nasi lemak
-3rd day Breakfast-RM13(3 packet f nasi lemak,roti telur,roti pisang,orange juice and i forgot what did the bf drank..)
-Arsenal Jersey for my dad(tong2 with the bf)=RM139
-Souvenirs-RM40

hahahha..actually i spent approximately RM1000.
i've been saving for like..6 months for this trip..so..don't tell me that i've spent a lot..i've been saving ok!!!

Long due pictures

2009-09-06T14:30:00.026+08:00

Day 1

hahahahaha!!at Geopark..tempat cable car tuh..
this is where i don't have the guts to cross the bridge..hey..the bride was shaking weh...

The bf...>_< (us having high-tea la konong kat The Loaf after having nerve-wrecking experience at Geopark..hahah)

yeah..it's mee..

inside The Loaf

the view from our seat..so serene..

Yummy pudding at The Loaf...>_<

Dinner at Wonderland Seafood,and this is my dear friend..The Lobster

Fried Soft Shell Crabs,Kangkung Belacan and Prawn cooked with Nestum!!sgtla sodap!
Day 2

dear all..here we are at the Tasik Dayang Bunting!!!

The bf's punye kaki.i didn't try this.urgh!!yucky!

The bf..hahahah..Dinner at Sun Cafe..

Our Mocktails..

Baracuda..very yummyliciousss!!!!
Day 3

Langkawi Trip

2009-08-17T11:37:00.003+08:00

was a blast!!really had fun like hell.3 days 2 night trip.had so much fun.and body ache.ahahhaha..because of some sort of hiking actually..

Day 1
-arrive at Langkawi International airport at 8.30 am(early gilerrrrr)
-check in
-sleep.hahahhahahah
-Jetty Point for lunch and chocolate.
-Cable Car and jalan-jalan
the cable car was fucking scary man!!!when we reached at the last stop..i was like..DAMN!the bridge was really scary coz it's really high like mad..and macam bergoyang je.i told the bf i can't.i only managed to walk like few steps and patah balik.coz it's windy..and the bridge bergoyang.
well sape yg dah penah naik smp atas tuh taula kan..in order nk smp the bridge..kene hiking..sakit kaki oooooooiii!!!!!!!!
and the cable car was like really scary..istighfar je la atas tuh.huish.
-lepaked at Datai and high tea at The Loaf
i'm so ketinggalan zaman.i don't know that The Loaf punye owner is Tun Dr Mahathir.
so lepaked with the bf there.ate the caramel and white pudding,had mocktail and coffee..
-Dinner at Wonderland Seafood Restaurant.THIS IS MAJOR!!!YOU HAVE TO DINE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!IT WAS BLOODY GOOOD!!!!!!!!!!AND AFFORDABLE!!!!!
*for dinner we had lobster,kangkung belacan,200gram nestum prawn,and soft shell crabs.total bill-RM134.ok tak??we had lobster.kene ingat lobster!!!in kl it was bloody expensive.tak caye pi try order kat kl!!tgkla bil brape kene!
-good nite sleep

Day 2
-no bfast.
-went straight to Coco Valley at underwater world.
-Island Hopping(Dayang Bunting,feeding the eagles,and Pantai Beras Basah)-RM35/PERSON
*really tired.hiking again coz nak smp the lake kat Dayang Bunting.rent a solar ape ntah..mcm kat tasik2 tuh.instead of you paddle,you just sit and let the sun do it works.it was RM30/half hour.there's a lot of monkey.yeah..you can hear a lot of screaming.ahahh..
-went back to hotel and had nasik lemak for lunch
-sleep
-then went to Kuah for chocolate shopping spree!!and bought frying pan.ahahah!!!
-back to hotel coz takot choc cair.
-jalan2 carik laksa.makan laksa.
-jalan2..and for dinner we dine at the most reccommended restaurant.which is Sun Cafe at Pantai Tengah.
*i had their signature dish which is Grilled Baracuda.it comes with potato gratin and sauted spinach.IT WAS BLOODY GOOD!the bf had their cheese burger,and we ordered another main course which is the Grilled Tiger Prawn,it comes with Sauted Vege and Pasta..but we both the full nak mampos.juz mkn the prawn..hurm..should've ordered their dessert insted of another main course.we both had Mocktail.the bf,virgin pina colada and me,freezie melon....
-jalan2 at cenang becaouse it was our last night there.

Day 3

-breakfast at local restaurant.
-round satu pulau
-the bf ajar i how to drive..hehehehehh!!!it was fun.really fun!
-went to Idaman suri and buy pinggan mangkuk
-and then went around town to find Linds truffles.ahahahah!!
-we had lunch kat area makam mahsuri.simple jeee..
-went to hotel and check out,collect our clothes from the laundry and went straight to airport

fin.will probably upload the picture later

Joh-or

2009-08-10T15:00:00.001+08:00

lalala.went to the bf's kampung for his kezen's engagement.thr food was great.yummy to the max!!ahahahahahaha.

one thing i don't like sleeping at org punye rumah..just because..i SNORE!!!!!!!!!shit!

forgot

2009-08-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

forgot to tell u bout me spending time at my mak uda's house.
ahahahah..syiok!!!!
i asked for ikan bakar n kuah asam..there you go..mkn la smp kenyang..
i said i teringin durian..there..mak uda bought me durian..
i said..'if durian ni buat kuah durian sedap ni'...teros opah buatkan..best tak?i'm the happiest niece ever la!thanks mak uda!!sayang you!!

owh..i bought 1 dozen of Big Apple donut.konon plan nk makan sesame..tgk2 dapat tau mak uda tak penah mkn.so..bgla mak uda n nisa makan habis..*happy tears*(because i think i made them happy..evenso the Big Apple donut tu brape je kan..but i'm happy dapat bg dorang rase..)nant farah blanje mkn SUSHI pulak!!!

heheh...

Kucing lembik

2009-08-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

Tapi best.manje..ni time tido umah mak uda.tido sekatil ngan mak uda.manje!best!

LOL..J-POP ANYONE?

2009-08-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

hye..j-pop anyone.
and marie dugby anyone?
yesterday,opned my music library dlm laptop..ter-remininsce zaman2 dulu.

listened to Marie Digby-Say it Again.and instantly ir remind me of my lil bro Jeremy.
hurm..he loves the song.i don't know whether he stills remember the song..
he alwayS like'kakak farah...say it again foooooorrr meee...'..ah...*SAD*

and listened to The Veronicas.hurm..this is my all time favorite..hurm*best*
p/s:shit.the bf says the veronicas punye lagu is for high schooll..HELLLO!!!!adik u dgr tak the veronicas?tak kan!!!!

download lagu nivea-don't mess with my man.best.lagu zaman muda muda bergetah.wah!!
now dah tue n kendur..uiks??!!!
ahhahahah

lalalal...what more huh..
nothing.tata..

yuhuuuuu!!

2009-08-06T17:11:00.002+08:00

i'm bored..bored..bored..bored..

i've ordered like 6 kind of kuih raye dah..adoiiii...
4 of it is choc based..
got choc orange cookies,choc cornflakes cookies,choc oat cookies,and shortbread..
the other two are apple tart which is sooooo gooooooood i tell you..and sweet strawberry..hishhhhh...

i think taht would be enuff..but i don't knowla..if tangan ni gatal nk order lagi kann..
because the ultimate yummyness cookies is choc orange,apple tart,choc cornflakes and shorbread...adeiii..hope me n bro n the bf can finish all the cookies laaaaaaaa

ooh..i orderd Kek Lapis sarawak from elly..erk..i don't like it.i ordered 2.don't know how to finish it.aiyoooo!!!!!!!!!

JINX

2009-07-31T16:58:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the most Malang-ed day for me!!!!!!!!!JINX!!i kid you not k...
i have three incedents that proves i'm sooo malang

CASE 1.
i took a cab as usual to go home.it's an indian driver who talks a lot..asked me to buy a car la..ape la..n then when we reach at Setiawangsa Petronas,he asked me whether he can take shortcut by not following the traffic light.he wants to go through the petrol station instead.i said OK.then he talk and talk..and then BOOM!!!i don't know where he eyes at..but he langgar a lady on a bike.shit man!!!fortunately that lady is ok..and her motorcycle is ok..not a single scratch..but this cabbie yg paling affected la.he just got his new cab two days a go.and now his car dah ade scratch and the tyres..hahaha..explode!!!!!hancus.so then i have to wait for another cab.but i called my dad instead.since he and the stepmom wanted to go to night market.

Case 2
arrived at the psar malam.i took my wallet and my hand phone along.i left my handbag in the car.ape yg ade in my handbag were..my house keys,coins,pads,sweets,my Britney Perfume,my KATE VOEGELE CD.damn!!!!!!!!!!!!and then pi la pasar malam.balik2,entered the car.and then i realised that my handbag was gone.shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fortunately my wallet and hanphone is still with me!!!
the unfortunate thing was..the car.the stepmom have to send the car to her friend coz the lock dah x secured.yela..org dah hijack!

Case 3
i turned off my bedroom's light.closed the door..i sleep.terwokeup in the middle of the night,saw somethin on the ceiling.i shut my eyes and scream like nobody cares!!!!and then my dad woke me up tanye 'ko apehal'..i said..i saw something.and he says 'ba bukak lampu.tido balik'..and then i sleep like a baby again.i woke up this morning having a blur memory of what i saw.i'm glad i don't remember exactly of what i saw.

shit!!!!
but i think i saw dark something something on the ceiling..
it's huge.
it's not a shadow i know for sure because i've been living in that room for my whole life.n i've never ever saw something like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!

n today i went to work looking like mak nenek.
because i bring the smallest handag ever.i'm too lazy to use my Kathy's bag.
i need a new bag.hurmm

LOL

2009-07-30T11:34:00.002+08:00

is there any specific age when you know what you really want in life?because..i'm currently really confuse!!i don't know what i want.hurm..
because.i'm not really happy with my job now.but what to do..nak hidup..kene keje.
ahahah..where to find a job where you'll be happy..and will look upon everyday to go to work.ahahha!!

I want to be a kindergaten teacher..BUT..there's a but here..but the salary..adei...too cikit!!!!..adeih..
how eh..how!how!how!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shit Happens

2009-07-23T15:21:00.002+08:00

damn!!!i plan to change my blog layout la...but shit happens..dah berkenan sgt at this one template..i don't know what i did wrong..suddenly all of it went crooked here...crooked there..and yes..i'm so so so lazy to edit all of it back..so..i use my old template back.ahahha..my old..and lovely template..

The Time Travellers Wife

2009-07-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

have u guys read it?the movie will be release in October.based on my Booksterhub fellow,,ahahah..they said the book is great..but a lil bit slow..ahahaha..i've already downloaded the ebook
nyeh2..those yg care enuff to read my ugly blog....do read KISS OF FIRE-DEBORAH COOKE.

This book is really AWESOME!!!!!

thanks to my Booksterhub fellow..coz she recommended the book to me and other fellow.aahahahahahah!!!!best!!

this is really

2009-07-21T09:26:00.000+08:00

..frustating.
fight.fight.fight.and more fight

the best ever

2009-07-17T15:41:00.001+08:00

KAU NOTHING WITHOUT AKU.TAKDE AKU KAU AKAN MEREMPAT

GREAT!!!Give a big round of applause ladies and gentlemans!!!

GO OR NO GO?

2009-07-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

U DECIDE

let me introduce you to my

2009-07-14T16:50:00.005+08:00

..BubblyBoo!!cute har??ahahahahahhaha

1st Room

2nd Room

3rd Room

4th Room
i have no idea what to do with the 4th room..have the thought to make like..midnite garden..but slow2 ar..have to menabung!!ahahahhahaha..
adeihhh...

Blur

2009-07-11T10:39:00.001+08:00

Otw to Johol

H1N1

2009-07-10T13:19:00.001+08:00

2 staff olredi positive of A(H1N1)..should i be afraid or not?

how's your weekend dear Earthlings????

2009-07-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

mine..was tired..but SYIOK!ahahhahaha..on Saturday..went to Johol.for the bf punye kawan punye wedding..wahh!!i tell u arr..sgt syiok!!i love..kampung style weddin.simple,but vert the very best.hahahah..I SUPER LOVE THE SPREAD!!!

-got nasi putih/nasi minyak..
-got salted fish..yummmms!!
-got tapai..(i don't eat tapai.)
-got ayam gorEng berempah..(damn syiok!!)
-got kari daging i think..(syioksss!!)
-got Tempoyak PucUk Ubi(THIS ONE IS SUPERB!!DELICIOUS!!!!!ARGH!!CAN GO MAD ONE LORR!!!)
-got pisang muda masak lemak kuning summore(it's my first time eating this..it's okay)
-got sambal ikan bilis
-got sambal belacan
-got ulam (i don't know what's the name of the leaves..hahha..but it's the bitter one)
-got acar nenas..

adoi..i'm salivating already..
aiyak!!!

then after the wedding we went to Pedas,ate durian kampung one la..so cheap.the flesh is what huh?out of the world!!!
then we went straight to WetWorld..for the HotSpring..
my body is not healthy..
hahha..becoz..i tried the reflexology..ahahahhahaahha!!can't take it.it's too painful.didn't even finish 1 lap.wahahahah!

then..after that..went to Bangi..for the Floating Restaurant..damn syiok!!
then went straight home..
adeih..
damn syiok la the trip!LOVE IT!!!!!!!!

Hello

2009-07-02T14:22:00.001+08:00

My body feels diff.im dizzy,feels cold.my breath is hot.hahaha.i feel tired

vitamin Water

2009-07-02T13:16:00.009+08:00

kome penah minum air ni tak??
ahahhaha...was browsing PopSugar..
tertgk pic Britney holding/drinking the Vitamin Water..i think she drank the Dragonfruit one..coz i dah penah minum several flavors..
nice drinks..not sweet.light.and good flavor..
wish we have Vitamin Water in Malaysia..blahhh

hahhaha..feels like uploading every pic of it...because so colourful one laaaa

2009-07-01T17:36:00.001+08:00

There's more.but mobile blogging x kasi uplod byk2 gmbr skali.shite

what if..

2009-07-01T17:17:00.007+08:00

what if you want to start new?
adoi..
payah la..
what if someone ask you the things yg u can't give.
what would you do?
do u want to let her/him go for the sake of urself?
or do you want to give in because u love her/him.
stupid kan?

we have to have princips in ur life
but how to stick with it?
if we don't stick with it..how actually kite nak value diri kite?
means we're one of those people yg ckp kosong la kan?

but what if...you've made HUGE-ASS mistake..and now
u want to repent..taknak repeat them again..
but there's always be that someone "setan/manusia jahat" yang keep on pushing you to commit to the same mistake.
ur guts,ur soul,ur everything says that this have to stop!HAVE TO!

how will you handle it?
how can you keep your leftover pride yg still ade ni?
how can you elak from making more mistakes/the same mistakes?

i've been thinking lately..
how can i avoid from this?
u want something,u loose something?
dah ready ke for whatever that will happen?
dah ke?
i don't know the future of ME

I hope it won't be that bad.

i hope things will be the way i want it to be.
happy ending with a bit of twist.
but yeah..DAH READY KE FARAH?

arh..life is confusing
that's the drama of it..
but it's too confusing.
adoi.

stay tuned

2009-06-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

for my oh-so-m cute piccas..
ahahahahah
perasan giler..
tatata

Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T08:04:00.001+08:00

IS DEAD!!!!!!I FEELS LIKE CRYING..BUT THERE'S NO TEARS.

this is my weakness..

2009-06-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

...and now i have headache..

hurm..it's like this..simple..easy peasyy..

i like to shop.i like it so so much..
but the prob is..after i buy something,,cheap or expensive..
i will regret.REGRET.REALLY REGRET.LIKE TODAY..I HAVE HEADACHE!!!!

yesterday was my most..ape huh?..byk i spent after six months of working..
before this i just bought..sikit sikit..and i don't normally shop??*wink*
yeah..tak slalu kayh..compare to org lain..(i bought the saga coz i think i deserves it.my OT money.)yeah..i kinda know how to appreciate my money even if it's RM1.

but yesterday..
i bought the Twilight Saga-collectors edition because it was a bargainla..
if you buy one by one..much expensive(for me la)..because i don't normally spend hundred over for books..i normally bought yg 30++ tuh je..and now i got the box summore whis is oh-so-lovely/beautiful/i don't know how to describe la..

and then i bought for the bf..the Trasformers novels-Fallen of the angels which is not a big deal compared to what i bought..hahha

i love the Twilght Saga very much.i'm in love with 4 of my new babies...
hahha..they're sooooo beautiful i can't describe.they are perfect..got poscard summore..i love them to bits..
but y!!!ihav so much regret!!!
i have to cancel my plan to go to Urbanscape.
hurm..cannot see Joyce of KinkyBlueFairy..
cannot see Jezmine of OldBlossomBox..
i really can't!
i know if i go there..i wont have anything left in my pocket..
so better not..i can't take the risk..
next pay is 20days more..
ahahhaha

what kind of syndrome i have huh?
is there any names for my SYNDROME??

I BUY AND I REGRET.BIG TIME OKAYH!!

Lame

2009-06-25T09:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaha,duitku..haha,i cant shop anymore.bought twilight saga,the collectors edition at kinokuniya,n a nvl for d bf.which is the transformers nvl.hurm.im totally broke..u can only see 3 books..new moon tgh bace.

URBANSCAPE ANYONE?

2009-06-24T16:07:00.002+08:00

i'm going to Urbanscape.but not for the concert..i just want to go to the TIC Zone and Marketplace.huahauhauhauhauahuahau!!!so..don't need to buy tix!!ahahaha...
anyone??ahaha..i love cheap clothes..and i want to check out chic yamada!!!!!yo!!
ahahahha..their clothes are sooooo pweeeeetyyyyyyyyy....i likeeee..ahahah
can't wait..THIS SATURDAYY!!!

Good Afternoon Earthlings!

2009-06-22T14:57:00.002+08:00

ahahah..i'm currently bored as hell..i'm on tight budget.blah..there's nothing new really..argh..n it's raining outside..

hurm..
did you watch 3R?
i love that show.
i love the topic.
hey.i'm bored as hell.
.i need a new job.
annyone can reccomend me ?
wtf rite?..who the hell am i korang nak reccomend..
lalala..i need my chic lit dose..

i'm broke..
wednesday is my pay day..
can't wait..
I'm not thrill or anything..just can't wait.
coz i'm bloody broke.

hurm..
i need hot choc.
hot fudge (in USA)=CHOC Sundae in Malaysia.
hahah..first time went to Mcd in USA..I was like i want choc sundae..got weirdy looks from others..then mama ckp..'cini takde choc sundae..hot fudge ade'..heheh..and they don't have strawberry sundae like us..poor them..

and their Mcd ha..one thing la i salute..
Got Refill station with..with..with..byk nak mampos punye choices of drinks..
i was like 'jakun' kejap..kejap je ok..tak leh lame2..hahahha..

about Wendy's plak..i'm bored..so let me type panjang2..
Wendy's in Malaysia is 100% much much better..ahahha

hurm..i miss Crabby patties...wahahah
i mean..i miss crab.
i miss the taste of Old Bay.
i miss soft crab..
i miss CRABS!!!
i miss FUNNEL CAKE!!!!
i miss..i misss..i misss...
i miss the sushi..
hahah..the sushi at General Tenuki sgt sedap woooo..
mcm high end punye sushi!!!!
adoi...

that's the link..if you ever reach Easton..go there..really really good..i'm not kidding..i can't remember which one i had..i think i had the Easton's dragon Roll..yummy..me and my bro are were both are like monsters..hahah..Americans only eat sikit jeeeeeeee....adoi..i think Malaysians if dine kat Sushi king tuh boleh mkn i don't know..roughly 4 plates each?depends kat appetite..gagagagagga...

k la..enough ramblings...
daa..
I MISS MARYLAND.